Every morning, when I woke up, I patted my stomach and whispered, 'Sayang baby Ummi.'
I love you, baby.
One day, I woke up and with tears in my eyes I put a hand on my stomach.
'God loves you more than I do.'
The pain of not being able to hold you in my arms is still too great for me to bear. You will never call me 'Ummi' but you will always be my baby love.
Thank you for making me happy, baby. Even if it is just a short while.